Walking through the rain....
He wonders...
What is he doing....
All those messages....
Sent...
Never reply...
Have the love been destroyed...
By that person...
Who she made time for....
She will never have the time for that guy...
He's confuse....
What the fuck is happening he ask....
Why is there time for that guy....
But never for him...
He wonders...
Is this because of all the things he done in the past...
Hurting his family...
Friends....
Himself....
He wants to know...
IS this one-sided....
He wants to go back to his past...
Stay and never come back...
Will she care...
He doubt so...
She will care more for that guy...
Now he dispise him...
He wants to just dissapear...
In the cold night sky....
Seeing the concrete come near...
Seeing his life past by....
All the things he have done to everyone....
He just said sorry...
Hoping they will forgive his sins...
Hoping she move on...
Happy life....
To him...
His life is nothing....
He live by his words...
Hide the tears...
Let go a smile...
Everything will be fine...
People will think his a coward...
But...
What he have gone through...
Cuts his heart into two...
Even when it heals...
The scars haunt him...
He just want to see his blood flow away....
Giving joy to all who love to hurt him...
I don't mind....
He just want that to be his last gift to everyone...
And a thanks to all who help him....