I shud had died today......

Hey there...feelin soo down today.....Sayang got PMs today...so guess whu suffer ah...Me!! Again....So kind to try n help her...but she get mad at me...dun blame her....PMS mah....mood swing all tis crap...talk to shahrul bout PMS...WAT IF GUYS HAV IT....How violent the world can be.....Then jus jus finish talkin to sayang on the phone.....I loss my temper as...she keep acting "pekak"......CONTINOUSLY.....then she put down.... i called her again..then she suddenly mood swing...She got at me...and slam thephone on me...jus as i ask he what she doin....haiz...Shud hav jus fall off the ledge.....

secrets....

secrets....i cant keep that....but she can.....why.....?? i dunnoe......sometimes she so weid...sometimes she is so nice...sometimes she is so evil to me....i dunnoe.....is she ok??....sometimes itz jus so difficult....my friends...my life....itz jus so hard....i jus wish..i can jus be emotionless......

Crucify My Love

Crucify my love - If my love is blind
Crucify my love - If it sets me free
Never know, Never trust
That love should see a color
Crucify my love - If it should be that way

Swing the heartache - Feel it inside out
When the wind cries - I'll say good bye
Tried to learn, Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer - Is this forever

Like a river flowing to the sea
You'll be miles away, and I will know
I know I can deal with the pain
No reason to cry

'Til the lonliness shadows the sky
I'll be sailing down and I will know
I know I can clear the clouds away
Oh is it a crime to love

Swing the heartache - Feel it inside out
When the wind cries - I'll say good bye
Tried to learn, Tried to find
To reach out for eternity
Where's the answer - Is this forever

When will my rain stop

I believe if time passes. ..everything turns into beauty, if the rain stops, tears clean the scars of memory away ... everything starts wearing fresh colours ... every sound begins playing a heartfelt melody ..jealousy embellishes a page of epic, desire is embracing a dream, but my mind is still in chaos and...

My Blue Blood

My face is covered with blood. There's nothing but pain, passing closest to pleasure.
I can't tell where I'm going to. I'm running all confused. Death himself is coming.
Then I see you standing there, can do nothing but run away. Following you in my dream.
Look out! I'm raving mad. You can't stop my sadness.The first dream is beginning to flow.I'll slice my face, covered with blue blood.Give me some more pain.Give me throws of death.
Tears melt in blue blood. A blurry, reincarnated form of desire.
Now a frightened lonely heart seeks to wander with the passing of dreams.
Dance to the sad tragedy as a phantom. On the awakening form of the stage.
My eyes overflow again To disappear, throw away love's gleaming replica.
Tears melt in blue blood. A blurry, reincarnated form of desire.
Blue tears dance to the tragedy of solitude.

As my heart continues to be soaked.

i'LL MAKE HIS LIFE A DAMN LIVING HELL!!!!!

DEATH TO HIM.....

Fuck today....I don need you...NO BROTHERHOOD EXIST!!!!!!
HE THINKS HE SO GOOD!!!
HE POLICE SO WAT!!
INVADE PRIVACY!!HE THINKS HE ABOVE THE LAW WE'LL SEE!!
I CANT LET THIS CONTINUE....

So cute lah you sayang!!!!

Ello everyone....
Itz was sports day today...
Quite tiring sey.....But reallli realli fun hahahaha
Sayang got rashes somewhere in the middle of sports day hehe.....
So cute sey...like natural blusher hehehe.....so kidda try to help her...damp my cloth then try to cool her down....hehehe....then Ana tok her to sick bay hehe.....kena punch by her hehehe..."Tak JAGE DIE baik-baik!!!" hehehe.....I was so desperate to find something to fan her...so i use my class T arh...hehehe improvice they say...smart eh me....hehehe.....well actualli thatz all tha actually interesting thing that happen eheheheh...Chowz till then....

My forever love.....Sygku

Your friendship and love,

And all the wonderful things

That they bring into my life,

Are like nothing else I have ever known.

My heart is complete

With the love we share,

And our love grows more

Beautiful each day.

I love you,

And as long as we are together,

I have everything I need.

You are with me always...In a smile,

a memory,

a feeling

Or a moment we share.

You will always be

My Forever Love

The perfection in my eyes

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.
No one else in the world can even compare,

You're perfect and so is this love that we share.
We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.
I promise to give you all I have to give,

I'll do anything for you as long as I live.
In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.
I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

Onto the seaI sailed my boat
And prayed that it
Would stay afloatFrom dawn til dusk

From dusk til dawn
In search of love
I drifted on

What happened then
I don't recallI think it was
A sudden squall

For when I awoke
I thought
I died
At the sight of an angel
At my side
But lucky for me
That was not true
For I found love
And love was you.

My endless rain.....

There is only nothing. Just kill me now ... as I roam forever. Until I can forget your love.
To me sleep is a confusing, narcotic that only quiets the beating heart. All my love seems to flow from my body like a heart felt memory. I keep my love for you to myself.

Endless rain, fall on my heart In this wounded soul. Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness,

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by. As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me. You're just an illusion. When I am awake, my tears have dried in the sands of sleep. I'm a rose blooming in the desert.

It's a dream, I'm in love with you. Hold me warmly in your arms. I awake from my dreamI can't find my way without you

The dream is over. I can no longer hear the voice of your gentle words. Floating off tear stained walls. So awakening in the morning, I'll move into my dreams ...until I can forget your love.

Endless rain, fall on my heart, in this wounded soul. Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness. Endless rain, let me stay a memory in your heart. Let me take in your tears, take in your memories.